[ And in a burst, she rounds on him. This sort of thing comes out in unimaginable ways, ways you can't predict for, even yourself. ]

Oh shut up-- You haven't upset me, an' I know you're sayin' that cause of what happened, and I don't-- That doesn't matter. It's over an' done with, an' it wasn't you. I chose t'stay an' watch, an' if that messes with my head then it's my own fault, not yours. S'just-- shut up.