[... You know what, it's a little difficult.]

S'pose so. Doesn't make much sense. They already tried with me comin' from this time... What difference does it make takin' me from the same time? S'like they don't want me to-

[Grumble mutter. Because she's not going to finish. Because that would mean admitting to herself that she may not ever get the chance to go home and ... actually get what she'd been going for. IE; him.]