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Rose Tyler ([personal profile] badwolf) wrote2012-02-09 11:29 pm
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Hey, this is Rose. Lea'me a message.
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[personal profile] beforethewar 2013-09-30 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh. Oh no. Oh...yes. Confusion vanishes, replaced by a war between desperation and terror.

Desperation won.]


I'll be there soon.

[As soon as he can manage to find himself in Freya district from the burnt-out building he was hiding in, he's there, knocking very quietly on her door to try not to wake anyone else up.]
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[personal profile] beforethewar 2013-09-30 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
[He stands there for a moment himself, fighting back another wave of guilt. And then, he steps inside and turns to face her, his face unreadable.]

Rose, if I've upset you...I mean, other than what just happened...I mean, I--

[He holds his hands out, at a loss for words.]
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[personal profile] beforethewar 2013-09-30 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
Is that why you're acting like you're upset with me? Why you accuse me of whinging?

Alright, so it wasn't me, but it still kills me that you had to watch that. It's only natural when someone you-- you care about is hurt or upset.

[He's spoiling everything, he knows. He just doesn't know how to make her understand. There's nothing he can do, really. Mainly because he's just too damned afraid.]

Please, Rose. Try to understand.
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[personal profile] beforethewar 2013-09-30 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh.

He suddenly freezes and just stares at her. That outburst explains so much, and now his irritation at her being angry with him for wanting to spare her the pain seem so trivial.

Taking a step forward, then two, he speaks in a quiet voice.]


One thing you should remember is that there is a reason for what they do, and that reason lies in their past. Which is me.

[Against his normal gentlemanly demeanor, he suddenly takes a step back again and strips off his jacket and the white t-shirt beneath, tossing them aside. The shyness has disappeared, mainly because baring his chest has a purpose behind it, and he can ignore the fact that he's bare-chested in front of Rose Tyler for a moment.

He takes her hand gently, if she'll let him, and rests her fingers against a wide scar in the center of his chest, between where his hearts would be, if he had two of them at the moment.]


I didn't always spare the ones I love the pain.
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[personal profile] beforethewar 2013-09-30 07:51 am (UTC)(link)
[For a moment, he's quite amazed that she can't feel the way his heart is pounding in his chest. He'd shown nobody this scar, and spoken to nobody about the moment except with those who were there.

His free hand reaches up and brushes wisps of hair back from her face.]


I know. I know... but that doesn't mean I wanted you to have to do it. I would have been as grateful to you as I am to Buffy, but if I could spare you that.

Especially not here. Not when I know that as long as we're here, it will never be forever. Sooner or later, all this will be gone, and you won't even remember who I am. I'd rather you didn't have to spend this time suffering on my account. I made Charley suffer like that enough. I will not do it to you, too.
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[personal profile] beforethewar 2013-09-30 09:14 am (UTC)(link)
[His throat tightens at her words. This was a feeling he knows all too well. As far as he knows, this is all he has left. In this life, at least. When he returns home, Charley would have walked out on him a long time ago, and his best friend, who'd helped him find himself again, would be dead.

As far as he knew, when he left this place, there was only war and destruction left for this life. Still, at least he had other lives to come. Rose doesn't have that luxury. What does he say to that?

His fingertips continue to move, caressing her cheek and ghosting along her jawline with the lightest touch.]


Then...then you make the absolute most of it, and hold on to the ones you love, and the ones...the ones who...

The ones who love you.

[He straightens his fingers to cup her cheek, swallowing down that last bit of terror before pressing a kiss to her lips.]
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[personal profile] beforethewar 2013-09-30 09:53 am (UTC)(link)
[How did he describe this world to Eleven? "A moment of grace". However long it lasts, even if they won't remember it, it happened.

Because what’s the point in them being happy now if you know they’re going to be sad later? The answer is, of course, because they are going to be sad later.

This is happening, and it is amazing. He's not really her Doctor, but she's holding onto him and kissing him back, giving as good as she gets. He's not really ready to question it just now. He needs this moment. It may never be as good as this between them again.

His arms wrap tight around her, the hand that was on her cheek has moved to bury itself in her hair. With a tilt of his head, he deepens the kiss, holding her to him like she may just disappear when he opens his eyes.]

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[personal profile] beforethewar 2013-09-30 10:20 am (UTC)(link)
[After a long, long moment, he finally comes up for air, staring down at her with a slightly startled look on his face. Had he really done that? It's a pleasant surprise, to be sure.

His brows knit together as he looks down at her tear-streaked face, holding her tight against him with one arm while his hand that had been in her hair comes down to gently brush the tears away.]


Rose...

[His voice catches, and he clears his throat and tries again.]

If you're tired, I could...

[He could what? Go now? Tuck her in and take his leave? Sleep here? It is anyone guess, because he stops there, searching her gaze for clues as to how to proceed.]
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[personal profile] beforethewar 2013-09-30 10:57 am (UTC)(link)
[There's actually a bit of relief in his eyes. He didn't really want to go back out there anyway. In here is comfort, warmth and understanding. It might just be the best sleep he's had in weeks without being dead.]

I would be happy to.

[He gives her one more little kiss before he lets her go.]

Your wish is my command.

[There's a tiny glimmer of the old light back in his eyes as he grins.]
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[personal profile] beforethewar 2013-09-30 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[He lets himself be led to the bedroom, leaving his shirt in the other room. Once they arrive, he kicks off his boots, giving her a thoughtful frown at her words.]

Things never do seem to work out when I take my companions home. I'm sorry.

[He'd tried to take Lucie back to Blackpool for Christmas, and she ended up getting hit by a car, nearly dying, finding out that he'd lied to her to protect her and ultimately leaving him, saying she could no longer trust him. Home and family never did work out...]

You hadn't met your-- oh.

[He is still fuzzy from the cleansing, but he does manage to catch himself halfway through. A hand rakes through his curls and he grimaces.]

I suppose the upside of it is that, like this place, you had that extra time with your fauther that you would have never had before. And unlike this place, you get to remember it.

[And then he glances to the bed, then down to himself. Jeans are not the most comfortable things to sleep in, but does he have the guts to strip down to his boxers? Does she even want him to do that?

Another little ridiculous thought of trying to be romantic by sweeping her up and settling her in bed crosses his mind, before logic kicks in and reminds him that it would be rather difficult with her being almost exactly the same height as him. The leverage would just be all wrong. Why did this body have to be so short?]


So...ah...after you?
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[personal profile] beforethewar 2013-10-01 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I, ah...alright then.

[It isn't the first time he's been mostly naked with a woman in her bed, (Charley had been here for a few weeks after all) but it is the first time with this particular woman, and such a first is always intimidating.

Still, after a moment of fidgeting, he unbuttons his jeans and slides them down his legs, kicking them off out of the way. Before he can overthink things, he climbs into the bed and settles into the spot she's left for him.

Completely on instinct, he gathers her to him and holds her close, pressing a kiss into her hair.]


I don't...think I do. Not nearly as much as I have in previous bodies, at least.

[Because seriously, Six snores like a rusty chainsaw.]
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[personal profile] beforethewar 2013-10-02 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
[Poor Eight isn't...feeling very platonic, but it has been the most exhausting of months, and even if he'd been rested and cleansed, emotionally he feels frayed and worn out. Sleep is the right option, even if a corner of his mind would really rather he just lost himself in her for a night.

To bad this night is about the worst time for his courage to rear it's ugly head.

Still, he revels in the closeness they are having at this point, and he runs his fingers through her hair and down her back, sighing pleasantly when her arm wraps around him.]


I'm glad I did, too. I think...I think I needed this.
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